Thursday, June 13, 2013

marichupoya oru pranyam

നിന്റെ പ്രണയം എന്നെ വേദനിപ്പിക്കുമെന്നോ?

നീ പറയാതെ പോയ പ്രണയമാണ് ഇന്നും എന്റെ ദുഃഖം

നീ മറന്നിട്ട ചുവന്ന ചെമ്പക പൂക്കള്‍ എനിക്കായിരുന്നുവെന്നോ?

ഞാന്‍ വിടപറഞ്ഞു പിരിഞ്ഞ വേദിയില്‍...

നീ മുഖം പൊത്തി കരഞ്ഞപ്പോള്‍ ...

വേദനിചതു എന്റെ മനസായിരുന്നു





Life


I wrote the title as life, but still don't know the exact meaning of that Big word "Life"...for me it is something like as i was born, i have to struggle for my existence that's it and i am continuing the same till now, over to that, don't have a deep knowledge about life and how to deal with it etc..Since childhood i was having a disease to read whatever available in my circumstances. So i adjusted with that, i started reading Malayalam Journal like "Kalakaumudi" ,"Marthubhumi"at the age of 10 , It was tough to understand, but still i continued, Later on i was able to understand the things..not fully but partially...after that i continued reading reading....Almost all books something related to spritual will be their, in that it is saying, Life is some thing very valuable ..Can have endless power , and using that power we need t do things, but for a normal person like me, it was confusing , still confused....We are not authorised to be called a living a human being, untill unless we understand the correct meaning of "life"...if we found out the meaning of that, the ultimate happiness will be ours...

i am in a shock, one of colleague passed away today morning, it was a heart attack,yesterday also i saw him..today he is no more....we are planning our life for next 10 years..we are not sure, whether the next 10 minutes will be ours.....So life is such n uncertainty..still i am trying to define Life..